the military is to men as prostitution is to women. they are both service.
what if every horror film was a purging of a now unnecessary though still natural instinct for violence left over from our evolving from animals? what if it’s actually a good thing that more people prefer to watch a theatrical act of violence than to go out and create one?
what if violent video games are not the end of our society as we know it, but are instead therapy for those who feel at ease in that mindset?
what if angry music works like a release valve for those who are prone to blowing their stack?
what if everything negative and threatening also contains avenues for positivity and healing within?
what if nothing is good or bad in and of itself but rather becomes what we make of it?
‘we owe our minds to the deaths and lives of all the creatures that were ever engaged in the struggle called evolution. our job is to see that all that work shall not end up meaningless waste.’
marvin minsky
web.media.mit.edu/~minsky/
she realized, as she laid her body backwards in a sort of reverse genuflection, reaching down with her hands to make a circuit with her ankles, precisely what it was about this posture that her muscles were so averse to perform: it was a position of bondage they understood on some guttural level and resisted by instinct. a breath, a softening. a vulnerable underbelly, the loss of the possibility of flight thereby guaranteeing a fight. where did she learn this response, she wonders; a buried past, or a collective consciousness? a breath again, a hint of give. she is aware of her spine lengthening as her abdomen releases its protective hold over her vital organs. she is surprised at how good it can feel to be soft. she seeks further opening by pulling her ankles gently toward her head. now it’s the thighs that are guarded, having been powerfully taught the dangers of openness there. again she breathes, waiting for the release, finally finding herself at ease for this moment, and maybe more. in the belly of her fear and unconsumed; freedom through a position of subjugation, with herself the subjugator.