To my
first love
Whom I
let down
You were
a stand-in
For
those other men
Who
should never have been inside me
So you
didn’t stand a chance
I had
punishment to mete
You were
close enough
Believed
myself your superior
So I
could allow your body to
Teach
mine to
Submit
to feeling good
But you
were never going to touch
What you
most desired of me
I didn’t possess it yet to
give
